Chapter 9
"Kuroo-san, thank you so much. I've been waiting for someone to say those words to be; to come into my life and turn everything around." You pulled away from him, wiping your tears. "Thank you." You whispered out to him. You cupped his face and leaned in towards his lips. Your lips pressed gently against his and closed your eyes. Kuroo was shocked, but complied and returned the kiss. Kuroo started walking forward which caused you to automatically start walking backwards. You had your hands reach over and strip Kuroo of his suit jacket and tried to loosen his tie. Not knowing where you were going to land, you just let Kuroo keep pushing on until you both fell over and landed on the bed. You both separated away from the kiss to look into each other eyes. It was passionate stare down for about a good minute. "Kuroo-san, do you want to do it?"
"But I thought you weren't ready?" Kuroo looked shocked.
"I wasn't, but now I am." You gave a smile.
Kuroo could feel his cheeks turning hot. "Alright then." He pecked your lips. "I'll take care of this body the way it was meant to be." Kuroo loosened his tie finally and slipped it off to the side then took one of his big hands and reached back, placing it on your thigh. The warmth of his palm caressing that part sent goosebumps all over that particular place. He began to slid his hand up and down your thigh which gradually rode up the dress and spread apart at the split. "Just sit back and relax, okay. I want you to do nothing more than to just feel good." Kuroo took his other hand and put it up to your cheek. He watched you nod with bright red cheeks and move your hands away from his face. Your hands fell right above your head, so that you could give Kuroo complete control.
Kuroo took the hem of your dress and started to work the dress itself up and over your head. He placed the dark article of clothing next on the side of you and out of the way. You shook your slippers off you feet while he continued on to remove your clothing. When he saw your body he almost caught a nosebleed. 'So sexy.' You had on black lace lingerie for both pieces of underwear. His eyes roamed your small body from head to toe. 'She's really petite. It makes me want to take advantage of her.' But suddenly, Kuroo had noticed a faded red mark on the right side of your stomach. 'What the hell...?' His brows furrowed. 'I really can't forgive this guy. Making such an ugly mark on this beautiful woman should be a crime.'
"Please don't look at that." You told him in a soft voice and reached over to cover the fading bruise. 'I didn't want him to see something like this.'
"!" Kuroo's heart picked up and his pants got a bit bigger. The fact that your voice turned from normal tone to a softer and gentler tone got him worked up. "I'm sorry."
Kuroo leaned over and started leaving tender, gentle kisses up your thighs, over you waist and up your belly. Each kiss that was distributed to your skin burned oh so sweetly and had you squirm beneath him; Each kiss also stirred up a tingly feeling within your groins. Kuroo eventually moved his hands up along to your stomach as his kisses got further upwards. The kisses were now from your rib cage to in between your breasts to the creak of your neck, then back down to your breasts.
"Ah~" You moaned a small portion when he got back to your breasts. Kuroo noticed your reaction and got a bit of a hard on. He had noticed a clip on the front of the bra and decided to unhook it. The bra snapped away from the middle and released a private part of your body that Kuroo had wanted to see for some time. Now before Kuroo's eyes were two baby pink nipples sitting on two luscious mountains. He couldn't stop staring. A few seconds later after gawking at them, he moved his lips down to your left nipple and began to suck on it. He licked it, then sucked again, this time a bit harder. Your breath hitched and your back arched a bit to then come back down. The hand that laid on your stomach went up and massaged your lonely bosom. "Ah~" You shuddered as his hand traveled down your inner thigh and then back up to caress your womanhood. Two of his fingers ran over the hem of your panty and dipped underneath them where he could feel you. "Kuroo-san~" You moaned as you felt those fingers brush over the lips.
As he looked up for a brief moment you caught a glance of his piercing and hungry gaze and it sent shivers up your spine. Without a moments notice, Kuroo shoved his fingers inside of you and made you jerk up. Your back arched deeper, your legs squeezed together and you moaned out fully; automatically. "K-Kuroo-san~!" You bit down on your bottom lip and closed your eyes as he started tweaking in and out of you. It felt a somewhat tight at first, but Kuroo was able to gradually lubricate your insides. The slick sounds of his finger and your vagina colliding with one another filled both of your ears and by then Kuroo was fully hard. Kuroo then began to pick up the pace in pleasuring you by hand; and when he began to do so, you started riding up against his fingers feeling it even more and more as seconds passed on. Your mind started to become lost in the lust and it the pleasure was steadily fogging up your process to think. "I-It feels so good..." Kuroo then, and all of sudden, slipped his fingers out of your cave. '?' You opened your eyes and looked down at him. Kuroo was now sitting up. He retrieved both of his hands and placed them at the sides of your panties.
"(f/n), loosed up your legs." He told you. You did as he wanted and collapsed your legs. Right after, Kuroo slid your panties down, past your thighs, calf's and ankles until it was completely off. At this point and time, you were now completely naked. "You really are beautiful." He confessed to you.
"Thank you." You replied with flushed cheeks. 'What is he going to d-' Your thought were completely caught off by your out burst of a moan. "Aah~!" All of a sudden you felt this wet and strange, yet familiar feeling wandering inside of you. Your stomach was starting to feel light and the symptoms from before were getting worse. With your legs propped up by shoulders and firm clutch on either side of each thigh, Kuroo was able to give you a pleasure that you haven't felt in a very long time. K-Kuroo-san~!" You called out his name as the bed sheets got wrinkled up in between your fingers. The strange feeling felt nothing but spectacular. In a matter of moments you felt something electrifying bubbling up in the core of your stomach and spreading out. "K-Kuroo-san! I-I'm going to-"
"Go right ahead." He muffled as he continued on with a full mouth.
"A--Ahhh~!" Your back arched and a long and strained moan escaped your mouth as you relieved the built of tension that had steadily built up from the beginning. Your arm came over and covered your face as your body collapsed. Your breathing was chipped and you tried to fix that.
"Did that feel good?" Kuroo sat up from in between your legs and looked at you with the same gaze as earlier. You nodded and he smirked. "Well it's about to get better." Kuroo got of the bed and began to unbutton his dress shirt and unbuckle his pants and tosses those over to this side along with the small pile of clothes that was there. He zipped down his pants and shed those off as well. As you shifted your arm up a little to see, you looked down and the first thing that you noticed was Kuroo's big bulge that was hiding away behind his briefs. You blushed harder than before and covered your eyes again; but that wasn't for long because Kuroo had took your arm and pulled it away from your face. He pulled you up towards him so that you were leaning against his chest and had his hands around your waist. Your knees down in the bed and your hands and head up against his chest. With your ear laying right over his heart, you could here the solid and fast pounding of his heart. "Can you hear my heart beat?" You nodded against him. "It feels like my chest is going to explode at any given second."
'I'm feeling the same way right about now.' You thought and looked up at him. You moved your hands up his chest and got them to wrap around Kuroo's neck.
Kuroo moved in close. His lips lingering near yours. "I love you (f/n)." Kuroo breathed out and smashed his lips into yours. He devoured your lips like never before and fell back down with you on the bed. When Kuroo grind up against your crotch with his, you could feel that he was indeed rock hard. When you broke the kiss a string of saliva was left and eventually broke apart as well. Kuroo sat up and pulled down his briefs, releasing a full hard on. It was thick and it was big. Your heart couldn't take much more of this. He leaned over you again and placed his cock at your entrance while his hands stood at either side of your head. "Are you ready?"
"Kuroo-san, I'm not a virgin anymore." You smiled at him and brought him down for a peck to the lips.
"With the way your acting and reacting to everything, it's hard to tell." He smirked and began to push. His head slipped in first and then he slowly urged on the rest of his length. The slight pain you felt and the latter pleasure had you moan. The entire time, your lips were locked together, turning more heated. By the time Kuroo was fully in, you had broken the kiss and your body was a flame. "You're really tight."
"S-sorry." You apologized and shut your eyes tight.
"No, don't apologize. It feels good; too good if you ask me." Kuroo pulled back and then slammed into you one time.
You immediately clamped down harder on him. "Ahh!" You sunk your nails into his back from the rough slam.
"Did that hurt you?"
"N-no..." You opened your eyes slowly to looked at him. "It just took me by surprise...that's all."
"That's good to know because I don't think I can be gentle like I said I would. Just looking at your fragile body makes me want to break it, in a good way." Kuroo leaned over and kissed your neck. He pulled back and began thrusting into you in at a medium pace.
"Aah~!" Both your bodies rocked and jerked up and down in the bed, making the bed itself creak by it's hinges. Suddenly Kuroo stopped briefly so that he could put your legs down and sit up, bringing you with him. His hands rested on your hips and took a firm grip. You were now straddling Kuroo, allowing him to slam deeper into you. "K-Kuroo-san~!! I-It's deep! R-Really deep~!!" You cried out and started grinding up against him to get a more 'accurate' effect. All at the same time, Kuroo was sucking on your neck. "M-more~ P-Please...I want more!" You plead out to him. Kuroo indeed picked up the pace and started slamming harder in each given thrust. This was the best feeling. Being held the way you were felt so right; it felt incredible and you were loving every second of it. Your chest was tightening up and your sweat glands began to work up a sweat. "Kuroo-san~ I'm going to cum~"
"So soon?" He smirked and continued thrusting deeper. Withing a few seconds, a hot moan left your mouth and bounced off the walls inside the room. "That was fast?" He commented while still thrusting.
"..back..."
"Huh?" He couldn't hear through your mumbling low voice.
"Do me from the back, please~" You looked down at him and kissed his cheek. There was clear vision of lust hidden in your eyes. 'This feels so good, everything. I don't want to stop. I want him to touch me more.'
Kuroo was took aback by your actions and felt himself blush a little. "Whatever you want." Kuroo slid out and flipped you over so that you were on all fours. Kuroo took hold of your waste again pushed himself into your hole. A long moan escaped your lips as his cock pushed deeper inside. "Back here is tighter than then front, isn't it." Kuroo started thrusting into you once again. All the lubricant that had came off on Kuroo's shaft was now being used to loosen you up in the back, so it wasn't so tight. Kuroo leaned his face near your back and began distributing kisses up you back. As he did that your hands slid down the sheets so that you were in a slanted position. You were now using your elbows to prop yourself. But that position didn't stand for long because Kuroo brought you back up against him. He took his right hand that was sitting firmly on your waist and slid it down to your womanhood and inserted a finger. His lips came to your neck again he licked you, leaving a trail of saliva up your neck, then proceeded in sucking on hat same wet spot. He sucked so hard that in no time a red big red marked appeared on the left side of your neck.
"Haaah~!" You cried out for everything. The sensations of having both your front and back thrusted into then your neck sucked on, felt amazing. That electric feeling that you were feeling had returned and it was churning around really good. Reaching out from your lower back to your waist, all over your breasts, your body started feeling the very same way. Your hands came up and got tangled up in his messy mane. "I-I'm going to cum...A-again~!!" You bit down on your bottom lip and tightened your grip on Kuroo's. Your lustful and loud moans echoed off the walls yet again. Your whole body shuddered and became grazed over with goosebumps.
"Yeah, I think I'm to cum too." Kuroo grunted. After a few more seconds of thrusting Kuroo pulled out and cam all over your back with a stifled grunt. Kuroo collapsed on top of you and the both of you panting unevenly. You felt Kuroo's heavy breathing against your neck.
"Kuroo-san, you're heavy." You told him as you continued to be squished by him.
"Oh, sorry." Kuroo rolled over from on top of you so that he was now laying beside you.
You looked over at him and became dazed.
"Hm. What's wrong (f/n)? Did it really feel that good that you can't stop staring at me."
"Yeah." You blushed. "It felt really good."
"!" Kuroo couldn't believe his ears. He turned on his side and propped himself up with his elbow while his head rested in his hand. "I didn't expect you to say something like that." He then pulled you close. "Come here (f/n)." You complied and put your hands up to his face and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Kuroo-san..." You breathed out his name.
"Tetsurou."
"Eh?"
"I want you to call me by my first name. Tetsurou."
"Tetsurou-san." You said it. "Tetsurou-san." A bright smile grew on your lips. "I like how that sounds." You chuckled.
"Yeah, me too." Kuroo leaned over and kissed your lips. He took a hand away from your waist and used it to pull the sheets up and over the both of you.
In the morning, you woke up and took a shower and got dressed. Kuroo had woken up at the same time and while you were taking your shower, had made you breakfast. After you finished getting dressed, the smell of eggs and sausages filled your nostrils. Your stomach growled as a reaction and you blushed in embarrassment. Your feet even tried to take control by leading down the stairs and to the kitchen.
Light footsteps caught Kuroo's ear and he looked over to the stairs. "Good morning." Kuroo looked up at you from setting the table and setting the delicious dishes down.
"Good morning." Your briefly smiled.
"Take a seat. After we finish breakfast, I'll drive you home."
"Okay." You walked over to the white rectangle table he had set up in the kitchen. You took the head of one of the chairs and pulled it back, taking a seat inside the chair. Kuroo then placed a plate of food in front of you and then went over and took a seat for himself. "Kuroo-san, did you really mean what you said last night? Is it okay if I cling to your words and believe you?"
"I did. Like I said, I really do care for and love you (f/n) and I won't ever hurt you. Now come and eat up so that you can get back home to Yujiro."
"Alright. Thanks for the food." You both clapped your hands together and picked up your chopsticks and began to eat. After you both finished eating, Kuroo got dressed properly and drove you home. When you arrived at you house, you out your hand on the handle to get out. "Thank you for everything, Kuroo-san." You said. But before you got out of the car, Kuroo reached out and grabbed your arm. "Yes?" You looked back at him.
"Where's my 'see you later' kiss?" Your cheeks flushed once again, but you managed to lean over and give him a kiss to the lips; a kiss which he took advantage of by shoving his tongue inside your mouth and wrestling around with it by force. You moaned in his mouth as he searched your mouth from top to bottom. Kuroo then broke the kiss and left you with a peck to the lips. "It's 'Testsurou' remember." You nodded and could feel your heart pounding.
'I swear he's going to be the death of me.' "See you later, Tetsurou-san." You pushed the car door open and closed it back. Before walking away, you waved once more and then turned around, heading up to the door. He waved to you and then drove off back the way he came. You took out your keys from your purse and shoved them in the door. As you heard the door click, you pushed it open. "!" When you pushed through the door you almost got a heart attack. A dark and tall shadow draped over you and a solid body with crossed arms stood before you. As you looked up to the person's face, you saw a stern look. "R-Renij." It was clear to see that he was not happy as of now.
"Why are you now coming back home?" His deep voice sent a deep vibration throughout your body.
"I...I spent the night at Tetsurou-san's house." You looked away from him.
"'Tetsurou'? Who's Tetsurou."
"Um...Kuroo-san."
'She's using his first name? It's completely obvious now that something happened last night.'
"Come in." Renji stepped back and let you inside. "I'm assuming you had breakfast then?" Renji propped himself up against the wall right near the stairs. He folded his arms the same way you found him at the door.
You took of your heels and held them in your hand. "Yes, I did." You got quiet and lowered your head. You felt bad for leaving him alone to watch over Yujiro all night. "Is Yujiro still asleep?" You asked and peeped up at him.
"He is."
"Oh, that's good..."
"*sigh* Go ahead and get changed into something comfortable. I'm sure the first thing Yujiro would want to do is see your face when he wakes up.
"Alright." You walked past Renji and went upstairs into your room. You got changed into some comfortable clothing. Shorts and a medium sized t-shirt. You had the idea to go and see Yujiro and wait until he woke up, but when you went across the hall and opened the door, Renji had thought the same thing and was sitting at the foot of his bed, watching his small body move and down while he continued to dream on.
"I'm really sorry I came back so late. I didn't mean for it to end up like this." You apologized, coming lose to him. You stood right in front of him and then looked down at Yujiro.
"It's fine. This was the longest I got to be with Yujiro in a while."
"..."
"You're raising him really well." Renji commented. "As soon as his show ended, he packed away his toys neatly and went straight upstairs for bed. He's so responsible for his age."
"...Thank you. Its hard doing it alone at times, but I get by, because I know it's for the sake of his future. Everything I do is for Yujiro alone."
"Yeah...I'd expect nothing less from you. You're a hardworking mother. He's lucky to have you."
"...Mm." You fell silent. Both of you did. There wasn't much to say between you two but Renji was most likely searching hard in his head for something to say. "To be completely honest, sitting here with you is a bit nerve wrecking."
"What do you mean? Please don't tell me you're scared."
"...I'm not, not as much as I was before because I can tell now, you're changing. The old you would have stopped me from going out with any man, and did unspeakable things to me."
"..." Renji kept silent as he listened to you speak.
"But...my heart hurts a lot when I see you, because I really did love you Renji." You looked at him. His eyes widened and you continued to speak. "But that's not the only reason why I'm hurting. I'm hurting for you because of what you did, everything." Renji couldn't help but feel you were hinting at your brother's murder as well. "After we divorced, I cried every night. I was wondering how I was going to support Yujiro alone and how I was going to get through things without you. But anytime I would wake up in the morning and wake him up, I would be greeted by his adorable smile and my heart would feel so light and warm. I then thought to myself: 'I have to protect this boy, with all my might.' No matter what difficult obstacle came my way I was going to persevere for his benefit. All we've got is each other."
By the time you finished speaking there were tears running down your cheeks and dropping off your chin. Continuously they continued to flow. "I'm hurting because I did want to fix our marriage but there was or is no going back to what we once were. I feel like I'm finally getting some happiness in my life. God is blessing me with someone who can help take care of me and Yujiro when you can't. I'm sorry to say that, I don't feel the same way about you now the way I did back then."
"...I know..." Renji got glum and lowered his head and looked to the carpet.
"But that doesn't mean I want to be completely apart from you." You took a step closer to him, bent down a bit and cupped his cheeks. You directing his head upwards so that his eyes were looking straight into yours. "I'm more than happy to still become friends with you, if you're willing to have me." Renji's eyes widened his eyes to your surprising words."And I'll let you know a little secret as well."
"Huh?"
"Those few years that were married and before then, were a few of the happiest years of my life and I will continue to remember them for as long I live."
"(f/n)." Renji could feel a stinging feeling arising within his sockets. He took his hands and covered his eyes with them. There was an endless flow of tears running down his face. Your words had struck him hard. His teeth were grit from the overwhelming relief that washed over his heart. "Thank you!" Renji reached his hands out and grabbed onto you. His arms wrapped around your stomach while pulling you in. Renji mushed his face into your stomach while continuing to cry. "Thank you for loving me! Thank you for giving me a wonderful son! Thank you for becoming my friend, even after all I've done to you both! Renji's tear drops fell to the carpet and stained it Thank you..." Renji whispered out and squeezed tighter. All was silent, except for the sniffling and sobs that filled the air.
"No..." Your hands went up and caressed his head gently. "Thank you."
"Mama? Papa?" A soft voice distracted you two from the moment you were having. You both turned and found your son rubbing the gunk out his eyes while slowly rising.
"Come on, wipe your tears away before you worry Yujiro" You whispered to him with a smile.
"Heh," Renji pulled away from you and took his forearm to his face and rubbed his wet eyes. "You too." He looked up at you and reached his index finger up to your face where he lifted away the tears that were tempting to fall down.
"Thank you."
"Mama!" Yujiro's wide eyes looked over to you and he jumped out of bed. He immediately and literally jumped on you. "Your back! Welcome home!"
"I'm back." You bent down and kissed his cheek. "Why don't you go and wash-up while I go make some breakfast."
"Yes! Good morning papa!" Yujiro waved while passing him to go to the bathroom.
"Why don't you come downstairs and get some breakfast." You looked back down at Renji. "You look hungry."
"Yeah, I am hungry actually. Thank you, I'll have some breakf-." As Renji was about to finish his sentence, something caught his eye. A particular red mark was sitting on the side of your neck plain to see. '...Yeah, it's completely obvious...' Renji stood up from the bed.
"What's wrong Renji?"
"Nothing. I was just think that how happy I am right now." He forced a smile so you wouldn't be worried or catch on. "I just never thought I'd get to talk to you like this again."
"Oh." You chuckled. "You're right about that. Come let's go downstairs." Following behind you, Renji walked out of the room with you and went straight down stairs where you cooked up some delicious breakfast. After Yujiro came down, you served the both of them breakfast and watched them literally chow down on your food. "Slow down you guys, you'll choke if you don't."
"S-Sorry, I just haven't had your food in so long and it tastes so good."
"T-thank you." You blushed at the open compliment.
After breakfast Renji waved the both of you goodbye and put on his shoes to leave. "Breakfast was delicious (f/n), thanks again." He said. Just as his hand touched the door knob, you called out to him.
"Renji!"
"Yeah?" He looked behind him and saw you racing jogging up to him. He fully turned around so that you could talk to him properly.
"Um...Would you like to come and see Yujiro on the weekends? Of course I'd be here with you guys as well."
"Really? I'd like that very much, thank you."
"I'll see you next week then?" You spread open your arms for a hug.
"Yeah," Renji bent down a bit and spread his arms open to hug you. Your arms closed around him and gave a brief hug. "I'll see you next weekend." Renji opened the door and stepped outside. "Bye then." He waved.
"Yeah, bye." You waved him back and he closed the door.
"But I thought you weren't ready?" Kuroo looked shocked.
"I wasn't, but now I am." You gave a smile.
Kuroo could feel his cheeks turning hot. "Alright then." He pecked your lips. "I'll take care of this body the way it was meant to be." Kuroo loosened his tie finally and slipped it off to the side then took one of his big hands and reached back, placing it on your thigh. The warmth of his palm caressing that part sent goosebumps all over that particular place. He began to slid his hand up and down your thigh which gradually rode up the dress and spread apart at the split. "Just sit back and relax, okay. I want you to do nothing more than to just feel good." Kuroo took his other hand and put it up to your cheek. He watched you nod with bright red cheeks and move your hands away from his face. Your hands fell right above your head, so that you could give Kuroo complete control.
Kuroo took the hem of your dress and started to work the dress itself up and over your head. He placed the dark article of clothing next on the side of you and out of the way. You shook your slippers off you feet while he continued on to remove your clothing. When he saw your body he almost caught a nosebleed. 'So sexy.' You had on black lace lingerie for both pieces of underwear. His eyes roamed your small body from head to toe. 'She's really petite. It makes me want to take advantage of her.' But suddenly, Kuroo had noticed a faded red mark on the right side of your stomach. 'What the hell...?' His brows furrowed. 'I really can't forgive this guy. Making such an ugly mark on this beautiful woman should be a crime.'
"Please don't look at that." You told him in a soft voice and reached over to cover the fading bruise. 'I didn't want him to see something like this.'
"!" Kuroo's heart picked up and his pants got a bit bigger. The fact that your voice turned from normal tone to a softer and gentler tone got him worked up. "I'm sorry."
Kuroo leaned over and started leaving tender, gentle kisses up your thighs, over you waist and up your belly. Each kiss that was distributed to your skin burned oh so sweetly and had you squirm beneath him; Each kiss also stirred up a tingly feeling within your groins. Kuroo eventually moved his hands up along to your stomach as his kisses got further upwards. The kisses were now from your rib cage to in between your breasts to the creak of your neck, then back down to your breasts.
"Ah~" You moaned a small portion when he got back to your breasts. Kuroo noticed your reaction and got a bit of a hard on. He had noticed a clip on the front of the bra and decided to unhook it. The bra snapped away from the middle and released a private part of your body that Kuroo had wanted to see for some time. Now before Kuroo's eyes were two baby pink nipples sitting on two luscious mountains. He couldn't stop staring. A few seconds later after gawking at them, he moved his lips down to your left nipple and began to suck on it. He licked it, then sucked again, this time a bit harder. Your breath hitched and your back arched a bit to then come back down. The hand that laid on your stomach went up and massaged your lonely bosom. "Ah~" You shuddered as his hand traveled down your inner thigh and then back up to caress your womanhood. Two of his fingers ran over the hem of your panty and dipped underneath them where he could feel you. "Kuroo-san~" You moaned as you felt those fingers brush over the lips.
As he looked up for a brief moment you caught a glance of his piercing and hungry gaze and it sent shivers up your spine. Without a moments notice, Kuroo shoved his fingers inside of you and made you jerk up. Your back arched deeper, your legs squeezed together and you moaned out fully; automatically. "K-Kuroo-san~!" You bit down on your bottom lip and closed your eyes as he started tweaking in and out of you. It felt a somewhat tight at first, but Kuroo was able to gradually lubricate your insides. The slick sounds of his finger and your vagina colliding with one another filled both of your ears and by then Kuroo was fully hard. Kuroo then began to pick up the pace in pleasuring you by hand; and when he began to do so, you started riding up against his fingers feeling it even more and more as seconds passed on. Your mind started to become lost in the lust and it the pleasure was steadily fogging up your process to think. "I-It feels so good..." Kuroo then, and all of sudden, slipped his fingers out of your cave. '?' You opened your eyes and looked down at him. Kuroo was now sitting up. He retrieved both of his hands and placed them at the sides of your panties.
"(f/n), loosed up your legs." He told you. You did as he wanted and collapsed your legs. Right after, Kuroo slid your panties down, past your thighs, calf's and ankles until it was completely off. At this point and time, you were now completely naked. "You really are beautiful." He confessed to you.
"Thank you." You replied with flushed cheeks. 'What is he going to d-' Your thought were completely caught off by your out burst of a moan. "Aah~!" All of a sudden you felt this wet and strange, yet familiar feeling wandering inside of you. Your stomach was starting to feel light and the symptoms from before were getting worse. With your legs propped up by shoulders and firm clutch on either side of each thigh, Kuroo was able to give you a pleasure that you haven't felt in a very long time. K-Kuroo-san~!" You called out his name as the bed sheets got wrinkled up in between your fingers. The strange feeling felt nothing but spectacular. In a matter of moments you felt something electrifying bubbling up in the core of your stomach and spreading out. "K-Kuroo-san! I-I'm going to-"
"Go right ahead." He muffled as he continued on with a full mouth.
"A--Ahhh~!" Your back arched and a long and strained moan escaped your mouth as you relieved the built of tension that had steadily built up from the beginning. Your arm came over and covered your face as your body collapsed. Your breathing was chipped and you tried to fix that.
"Did that feel good?" Kuroo sat up from in between your legs and looked at you with the same gaze as earlier. You nodded and he smirked. "Well it's about to get better." Kuroo got of the bed and began to unbutton his dress shirt and unbuckle his pants and tosses those over to this side along with the small pile of clothes that was there. He zipped down his pants and shed those off as well. As you shifted your arm up a little to see, you looked down and the first thing that you noticed was Kuroo's big bulge that was hiding away behind his briefs. You blushed harder than before and covered your eyes again; but that wasn't for long because Kuroo had took your arm and pulled it away from your face. He pulled you up towards him so that you were leaning against his chest and had his hands around your waist. Your knees down in the bed and your hands and head up against his chest. With your ear laying right over his heart, you could here the solid and fast pounding of his heart. "Can you hear my heart beat?" You nodded against him. "It feels like my chest is going to explode at any given second."
'I'm feeling the same way right about now.' You thought and looked up at him. You moved your hands up his chest and got them to wrap around Kuroo's neck.
Kuroo moved in close. His lips lingering near yours. "I love you (f/n)." Kuroo breathed out and smashed his lips into yours. He devoured your lips like never before and fell back down with you on the bed. When Kuroo grind up against your crotch with his, you could feel that he was indeed rock hard. When you broke the kiss a string of saliva was left and eventually broke apart as well. Kuroo sat up and pulled down his briefs, releasing a full hard on. It was thick and it was big. Your heart couldn't take much more of this. He leaned over you again and placed his cock at your entrance while his hands stood at either side of your head. "Are you ready?"
"Kuroo-san, I'm not a virgin anymore." You smiled at him and brought him down for a peck to the lips.
"With the way your acting and reacting to everything, it's hard to tell." He smirked and began to push. His head slipped in first and then he slowly urged on the rest of his length. The slight pain you felt and the latter pleasure had you moan. The entire time, your lips were locked together, turning more heated. By the time Kuroo was fully in, you had broken the kiss and your body was a flame. "You're really tight."
"S-sorry." You apologized and shut your eyes tight.
"No, don't apologize. It feels good; too good if you ask me." Kuroo pulled back and then slammed into you one time.
You immediately clamped down harder on him. "Ahh!" You sunk your nails into his back from the rough slam.
"Did that hurt you?"
"N-no..." You opened your eyes slowly to looked at him. "It just took me by surprise...that's all."
"That's good to know because I don't think I can be gentle like I said I would. Just looking at your fragile body makes me want to break it, in a good way." Kuroo leaned over and kissed your neck. He pulled back and began thrusting into you in at a medium pace.
"Aah~!" Both your bodies rocked and jerked up and down in the bed, making the bed itself creak by it's hinges. Suddenly Kuroo stopped briefly so that he could put your legs down and sit up, bringing you with him. His hands rested on your hips and took a firm grip. You were now straddling Kuroo, allowing him to slam deeper into you. "K-Kuroo-san~!! I-It's deep! R-Really deep~!!" You cried out and started grinding up against him to get a more 'accurate' effect. All at the same time, Kuroo was sucking on your neck. "M-more~ P-Please...I want more!" You plead out to him. Kuroo indeed picked up the pace and started slamming harder in each given thrust. This was the best feeling. Being held the way you were felt so right; it felt incredible and you were loving every second of it. Your chest was tightening up and your sweat glands began to work up a sweat. "Kuroo-san~ I'm going to cum~"
"So soon?" He smirked and continued thrusting deeper. Withing a few seconds, a hot moan left your mouth and bounced off the walls inside the room. "That was fast?" He commented while still thrusting.
"..back..."
"Huh?" He couldn't hear through your mumbling low voice.
"Do me from the back, please~" You looked down at him and kissed his cheek. There was clear vision of lust hidden in your eyes. 'This feels so good, everything. I don't want to stop. I want him to touch me more.'
Kuroo was took aback by your actions and felt himself blush a little. "Whatever you want." Kuroo slid out and flipped you over so that you were on all fours. Kuroo took hold of your waste again pushed himself into your hole. A long moan escaped your lips as his cock pushed deeper inside. "Back here is tighter than then front, isn't it." Kuroo started thrusting into you once again. All the lubricant that had came off on Kuroo's shaft was now being used to loosen you up in the back, so it wasn't so tight. Kuroo leaned his face near your back and began distributing kisses up you back. As he did that your hands slid down the sheets so that you were in a slanted position. You were now using your elbows to prop yourself. But that position didn't stand for long because Kuroo brought you back up against him. He took his right hand that was sitting firmly on your waist and slid it down to your womanhood and inserted a finger. His lips came to your neck again he licked you, leaving a trail of saliva up your neck, then proceeded in sucking on hat same wet spot. He sucked so hard that in no time a red big red marked appeared on the left side of your neck.
"Haaah~!" You cried out for everything. The sensations of having both your front and back thrusted into then your neck sucked on, felt amazing. That electric feeling that you were feeling had returned and it was churning around really good. Reaching out from your lower back to your waist, all over your breasts, your body started feeling the very same way. Your hands came up and got tangled up in his messy mane. "I-I'm going to cum...A-again~!!" You bit down on your bottom lip and tightened your grip on Kuroo's. Your lustful and loud moans echoed off the walls yet again. Your whole body shuddered and became grazed over with goosebumps.
"Yeah, I think I'm to cum too." Kuroo grunted. After a few more seconds of thrusting Kuroo pulled out and cam all over your back with a stifled grunt. Kuroo collapsed on top of you and the both of you panting unevenly. You felt Kuroo's heavy breathing against your neck.
"Kuroo-san, you're heavy." You told him as you continued to be squished by him.
"Oh, sorry." Kuroo rolled over from on top of you so that he was now laying beside you.
You looked over at him and became dazed.
"Hm. What's wrong (f/n)? Did it really feel that good that you can't stop staring at me."
"Yeah." You blushed. "It felt really good."
"!" Kuroo couldn't believe his ears. He turned on his side and propped himself up with his elbow while his head rested in his hand. "I didn't expect you to say something like that." He then pulled you close. "Come here (f/n)." You complied and put your hands up to his face and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Kuroo-san..." You breathed out his name.
"Tetsurou."
"Eh?"
"I want you to call me by my first name. Tetsurou."
"Tetsurou-san." You said it. "Tetsurou-san." A bright smile grew on your lips. "I like how that sounds." You chuckled.
"Yeah, me too." Kuroo leaned over and kissed your lips. He took a hand away from your waist and used it to pull the sheets up and over the both of you.
In the morning, you woke up and took a shower and got dressed. Kuroo had woken up at the same time and while you were taking your shower, had made you breakfast. After you finished getting dressed, the smell of eggs and sausages filled your nostrils. Your stomach growled as a reaction and you blushed in embarrassment. Your feet even tried to take control by leading down the stairs and to the kitchen.
Light footsteps caught Kuroo's ear and he looked over to the stairs. "Good morning." Kuroo looked up at you from setting the table and setting the delicious dishes down.
"Good morning." Your briefly smiled.
"Take a seat. After we finish breakfast, I'll drive you home."
"Okay." You walked over to the white rectangle table he had set up in the kitchen. You took the head of one of the chairs and pulled it back, taking a seat inside the chair. Kuroo then placed a plate of food in front of you and then went over and took a seat for himself. "Kuroo-san, did you really mean what you said last night? Is it okay if I cling to your words and believe you?"
"I did. Like I said, I really do care for and love you (f/n) and I won't ever hurt you. Now come and eat up so that you can get back home to Yujiro."
"Alright. Thanks for the food." You both clapped your hands together and picked up your chopsticks and began to eat. After you both finished eating, Kuroo got dressed properly and drove you home. When you arrived at you house, you out your hand on the handle to get out. "Thank you for everything, Kuroo-san." You said. But before you got out of the car, Kuroo reached out and grabbed your arm. "Yes?" You looked back at him.
"Where's my 'see you later' kiss?" Your cheeks flushed once again, but you managed to lean over and give him a kiss to the lips; a kiss which he took advantage of by shoving his tongue inside your mouth and wrestling around with it by force. You moaned in his mouth as he searched your mouth from top to bottom. Kuroo then broke the kiss and left you with a peck to the lips. "It's 'Testsurou' remember." You nodded and could feel your heart pounding.
'I swear he's going to be the death of me.' "See you later, Tetsurou-san." You pushed the car door open and closed it back. Before walking away, you waved once more and then turned around, heading up to the door. He waved to you and then drove off back the way he came. You took out your keys from your purse and shoved them in the door. As you heard the door click, you pushed it open. "!" When you pushed through the door you almost got a heart attack. A dark and tall shadow draped over you and a solid body with crossed arms stood before you. As you looked up to the person's face, you saw a stern look. "R-Renij." It was clear to see that he was not happy as of now.
"Why are you now coming back home?" His deep voice sent a deep vibration throughout your body.
"I...I spent the night at Tetsurou-san's house." You looked away from him.
"'Tetsurou'? Who's Tetsurou."
"Um...Kuroo-san."
'She's using his first name? It's completely obvious now that something happened last night.'
"Come in." Renji stepped back and let you inside. "I'm assuming you had breakfast then?" Renji propped himself up against the wall right near the stairs. He folded his arms the same way you found him at the door.
You took of your heels and held them in your hand. "Yes, I did." You got quiet and lowered your head. You felt bad for leaving him alone to watch over Yujiro all night. "Is Yujiro still asleep?" You asked and peeped up at him.
"He is."
"Oh, that's good..."
"*sigh* Go ahead and get changed into something comfortable. I'm sure the first thing Yujiro would want to do is see your face when he wakes up.
"Alright." You walked past Renji and went upstairs into your room. You got changed into some comfortable clothing. Shorts and a medium sized t-shirt. You had the idea to go and see Yujiro and wait until he woke up, but when you went across the hall and opened the door, Renji had thought the same thing and was sitting at the foot of his bed, watching his small body move and down while he continued to dream on.
"I'm really sorry I came back so late. I didn't mean for it to end up like this." You apologized, coming lose to him. You stood right in front of him and then looked down at Yujiro.
"It's fine. This was the longest I got to be with Yujiro in a while."
"..."
"You're raising him really well." Renji commented. "As soon as his show ended, he packed away his toys neatly and went straight upstairs for bed. He's so responsible for his age."
"...Thank you. Its hard doing it alone at times, but I get by, because I know it's for the sake of his future. Everything I do is for Yujiro alone."
"Yeah...I'd expect nothing less from you. You're a hardworking mother. He's lucky to have you."
"...Mm." You fell silent. Both of you did. There wasn't much to say between you two but Renji was most likely searching hard in his head for something to say. "To be completely honest, sitting here with you is a bit nerve wrecking."
"What do you mean? Please don't tell me you're scared."
"...I'm not, not as much as I was before because I can tell now, you're changing. The old you would have stopped me from going out with any man, and did unspeakable things to me."
"..." Renji kept silent as he listened to you speak.
"But...my heart hurts a lot when I see you, because I really did love you Renji." You looked at him. His eyes widened and you continued to speak. "But that's not the only reason why I'm hurting. I'm hurting for you because of what you did, everything." Renji couldn't help but feel you were hinting at your brother's murder as well. "After we divorced, I cried every night. I was wondering how I was going to support Yujiro alone and how I was going to get through things without you. But anytime I would wake up in the morning and wake him up, I would be greeted by his adorable smile and my heart would feel so light and warm. I then thought to myself: 'I have to protect this boy, with all my might.' No matter what difficult obstacle came my way I was going to persevere for his benefit. All we've got is each other."
By the time you finished speaking there were tears running down your cheeks and dropping off your chin. Continuously they continued to flow. "I'm hurting because I did want to fix our marriage but there was or is no going back to what we once were. I feel like I'm finally getting some happiness in my life. God is blessing me with someone who can help take care of me and Yujiro when you can't. I'm sorry to say that, I don't feel the same way about you now the way I did back then."
"...I know..." Renji got glum and lowered his head and looked to the carpet.
"But that doesn't mean I want to be completely apart from you." You took a step closer to him, bent down a bit and cupped his cheeks. You directing his head upwards so that his eyes were looking straight into yours. "I'm more than happy to still become friends with you, if you're willing to have me." Renji's eyes widened his eyes to your surprising words."And I'll let you know a little secret as well."
"Huh?"
"Those few years that were married and before then, were a few of the happiest years of my life and I will continue to remember them for as long I live."
"(f/n)." Renji could feel a stinging feeling arising within his sockets. He took his hands and covered his eyes with them. There was an endless flow of tears running down his face. Your words had struck him hard. His teeth were grit from the overwhelming relief that washed over his heart. "Thank you!" Renji reached his hands out and grabbed onto you. His arms wrapped around your stomach while pulling you in. Renji mushed his face into your stomach while continuing to cry. "Thank you for loving me! Thank you for giving me a wonderful son! Thank you for becoming my friend, even after all I've done to you both! Renji's tear drops fell to the carpet and stained it Thank you..." Renji whispered out and squeezed tighter. All was silent, except for the sniffling and sobs that filled the air.
"No..." Your hands went up and caressed his head gently. "Thank you."
"Mama? Papa?" A soft voice distracted you two from the moment you were having. You both turned and found your son rubbing the gunk out his eyes while slowly rising.
"Come on, wipe your tears away before you worry Yujiro" You whispered to him with a smile.
"Heh," Renji pulled away from you and took his forearm to his face and rubbed his wet eyes. "You too." He looked up at you and reached his index finger up to your face where he lifted away the tears that were tempting to fall down.
"Thank you."
"Mama!" Yujiro's wide eyes looked over to you and he jumped out of bed. He immediately and literally jumped on you. "Your back! Welcome home!"
"I'm back." You bent down and kissed his cheek. "Why don't you go and wash-up while I go make some breakfast."
"Yes! Good morning papa!" Yujiro waved while passing him to go to the bathroom.
"Why don't you come downstairs and get some breakfast." You looked back down at Renji. "You look hungry."
"Yeah, I am hungry actually. Thank you, I'll have some breakf-." As Renji was about to finish his sentence, something caught his eye. A particular red mark was sitting on the side of your neck plain to see. '...Yeah, it's completely obvious...' Renji stood up from the bed.
"What's wrong Renji?"
"Nothing. I was just think that how happy I am right now." He forced a smile so you wouldn't be worried or catch on. "I just never thought I'd get to talk to you like this again."
"Oh." You chuckled. "You're right about that. Come let's go downstairs." Following behind you, Renji walked out of the room with you and went straight down stairs where you cooked up some delicious breakfast. After Yujiro came down, you served the both of them breakfast and watched them literally chow down on your food. "Slow down you guys, you'll choke if you don't."
"S-Sorry, I just haven't had your food in so long and it tastes so good."
"T-thank you." You blushed at the open compliment.
After breakfast Renji waved the both of you goodbye and put on his shoes to leave. "Breakfast was delicious (f/n), thanks again." He said. Just as his hand touched the door knob, you called out to him.
"Renji!"
"Yeah?" He looked behind him and saw you racing jogging up to him. He fully turned around so that you could talk to him properly.
"Um...Would you like to come and see Yujiro on the weekends? Of course I'd be here with you guys as well."
"Really? I'd like that very much, thank you."
"I'll see you next week then?" You spread open your arms for a hug.
"Yeah," Renji bent down a bit and spread his arms open to hug you. Your arms closed around him and gave a brief hug. "I'll see you next weekend." Renji opened the door and stepped outside. "Bye then." He waved.
"Yeah, bye." You waved him back and he closed the door.